he hums, watching therion for a moment. and then very carefully, he leans over and presses a kiss to his cheek, before turning to try and make something out of this blanket nest and air mattress. ]
Make sure it's spicy. [ like therion doesn't know. ] And be careful. I will wait here, if that's what you want.
Yeah, yeah. [ spicy, he knows. god. up he gets, then, pushing off the air mattress silently, making barely enough waves to jostle jiaoqiu. maybe getting back out into the night will be good for him. maybe he can try and canvas around, see if he can find signs of darius or any of the goons he's sure he has poking around on the other side of town - but jiaoqiu will be waiting, so he can't do that, either.
his cheek feels warm. therion frowns to himself, hard, then shakes his head harder and goes over to a wall, feeling around for something, then finds a seam in the drywall, pushes it open to reveal the studs below, and pulls out something out of a nook that looks suspiciously like a wad of cash, then shuts it again. it looks like he might just use the door, but he stops, checks the deadbolts - all three of them - and then turns and strides across the room to the small, barely therion sized window out to the train station below. truly therion in his enclosure behavior.
his head is a fucking mess. he turns at the windowsill to glance back - looking at the strange, out of place sight of jiaoqiu sitting in his terrible, shitty apartment for a long moment. it looks like he wants to say something, but then he shakes his head, pulls his hood up, and slides out into the night, closing the window just as another train rattles by so he disappears in silence.
if jiaoqiu wants to poke around this place, it doesn't seem like therion would care that much...? there's probably plenty to look at. ]
[ imagine i said he just curled up and went to sleep instead
he does think about it, tempted to just zone out, but he doesn't want to be in a state when therion comes back. especially after the look therion gave him before leaving - the paranoia is still there, and his goal, as always, is to ease it as much as possible. at least he knows that therion will come back this time. or - well, there's a very good chance.
so he'll arrange them a nest, and then crawls off the mattress and begins his life as a point and click adventure. what is there to look at? he does poke a little curiously at the seam in the wall that therion touched, but he's open to everything in this dinky little room. ]
it's point and click o clock!!! the room itself is just. small and dingy. there's the little bed area, and there's that seam in the wall, and the lil kitchenette, plus the backpack, and then the bathroom. just like a teeny tiny motel room in size. closest to the air mattress, there's a surge protector that still has the tag on it (oops) and a phone charger plugged into it, for the burner phone. there's also a little device plugged into this that is almost definitely ripping the wifi signal from somewhere. nice.
the seam in the wall is really hard to pick out now that it's closed, but since jiaoqiu saw him fiddle with it, he can probably poke it open. it's not particularly intricate - it seems like he did just very carefully loose a section of drywall from the wall that could be moved, blended the seam into the peeling paint so anyone who didn't know. what's in there is a big ole duffel bag and there's like
a lot of cash in there. a suspicious amount. thankfully jiaoqiu already knows he's suspicious so that's probably not that concerning, but he can definitely afford that five star hotel room! ]
jiaoqiu is not the type of person to have any desire for crazy amounts of money. he's really just not built to take. so what he does is just looks at the cash like holy shit to himself, and then closes the seam again. okay. well, it's good to know that they can go to the five star hotel, he's happy about that. and sort of... sad? a little. not because of the hotel, but because therion has this much cash stuffed away and doesn't do anything for himself with it. he could afford to stay in a better place than this, but he doesn't.
after their conversation tonight, jiaoqiu thinks he understands why he stays in places like this, just... it still makes him a little sad. makes his thoughts stray dangerously close to wanting to give therion a better place to stay, for as long as he can bear it. it's starting to not even be something he can lie to himself about anymore.
he is going to be nosy and check out the backpack. ]
[ yeah! he sure could! but why do that. why stay somewhere nicer, when you just have to leave it again? why allow yourself to have something nice, when it might just get stolen by someone else in the night? whether that's material objects, basic human necessities, or even the intangible things like connection. there's no point.
the backpack is old and beaten up - jiaoqiu can see there are several spots on it that are stitched together cleanly by someone who knew what they were doing, patched with sturdy material in several places. it's not very full - there's space in it likely for a blanket.
what remains inside of it is a few items of clothes - an extra pair of pants, a tshirt, a couple clean pairs of underwear. socks. there's a few papers tucked into a frontwards facing pocket that look like fake identification, marked with fake names. coins wrapped in gauze so they don't make noise. a small toolkit. a small first aid kit of bandages, gauze and small scissors, a medical needle and a tiny card's worth of catgut thread. just the absolute bare necessities, the basic things he might need to survive. near the bottom, there's something else - a small, thin black box. it's not wrapped or anything like that, but it was tucked away under the clothes. ]
[ both me and jiaoqiu make a sad face at this meta narration
he's careful not to jostle anything too terribly. he isn't really interested in being so nosy that therion gets upset about him going through his stuff - the black box is so, so tempting, and he stares at it for a long moment before putting the stuff in the backpack exactly where it came from. therion's trust in him is more important than satisfying his curiosity about whatever is in that box.
maybe somehow he can ask about it. but for now, he puts the backpack down, and wanders to the kitchen. he can't imagine that there's anything special in there but y'know. he is a chef. ]
[ what a nice boy............ too bad. the mystery of the black box remains.
the kitchenette is as empty as you'd imagine - nothing in the little cabinets. no snacks or spices or much of anything at all. there's a couple of very cheap glasses that must have been here when he first obtained this terrible little safehouse place, and there's a spot that's less dusty that indicates that's where the whiskey bottle he'd grabbed earlier sat. in the little fridge, there's like. a red bull and nothing else, except but there is a tupperware container of apples and homemade caramel - mostly empty. he does in fact eat your food when you make it for him.
though, opening a small cabinet drawer, he might notice the drawer has a false bottom if he's looking enough, and you guessed it! there's more money in there! he's like a squirrel. ]
[ it's silly maybe, but the fact that the apples and caramel are here, mostly empty, stops him in his tracks for a bit. he kind of just stares down at them, heart all tight and warm in his chest. of course he eats the food jiaoqiu makes for him, it's just... it's something, to see it in action. like therion doesn't eat the food he makes just to appease him, he takes it with him and enjoys it when jiaoqiu isn't around to watch.
he puts the apples back in the fridge, but it's like scraping a layer of dirt off his heart. he's less quietly, consistently miserable.
the money makes him laugh a little. he is like a squirrel. jesus.
but unless there's something else to look at in here - that black box is going to be vaguely on his mind forever - he's just going to go flop down in the nest of blankets and doze until therion comes back. as much as he can, anyway, considering the train. it's a bit easier to tune out over time. ]
[ nothing else exciting! imagine that there was a corpse. no, it's just this tiny, crappy little space and all his squirreled away thief shit and then that little black box. that's it of note!
it takes therion a while to come back, maybe longer than you'd expect. he's too jumpy and paranoid to go anywhere remotely near here or jiaoqiu's workplace, anywhere he might be followed, just in case, and he makes his way halfway across town, to a street food cart selling really spicy noodles for the late night crowd. it's then and only then that he loops back to the pharmacy, to check to make sure that no one is lurking around, or that darius didn't decide to come rob the place for whatever deranged reason. he checks silently and unnoticed on sushang, too. and then, once he's sure, he takes a completely different route back to the safehouse.
the food's tucked into his hoodie, kept warm against his chest. and jiaoqiu, while he's dozing, can hear eventually the sound of rustling plastic from outside, and then therion comes through that tiny little window, squeezing through like it's nothing. he's not trying to be particularly sneaky getting in - this is his own damn place, kind of - so he doesn't bother, and shuts the window as a train rattles by, then... glances over at jiaoqiu.
still here. he breathes out something he didn't know he was holding, and then gets embarrassed about it, and squats down by his head, then annoyingly rattles the plastic bag by his ears. good morning ]
no, he dozes for a while, buried in therion's blankets. it's kind of nice that they smell like him, even if it's faint. and when therion finally makes his way over, he is treated to the sight of jiaoqiu's ears perking up and his tail swishing lazily, like a sleepy old dog that's excited to see someone. his eyes take a moment to follow suit, gold slits peeking open and peering up at him from where his face is half smushed into the pillow and blanket.
the entire way up the fire escape was therion preparing himself for what he was going to see, reminding himself that the person in his safehouse was allowed to be there, for some insane reason, that he trusts (?) him, mostly, that he's not an enemy (probably), but by the time he gets up and through the window, he doesn't have that reaction at all. he's just kind of struck by it in the worst kind of way, feeling that molten-lava-core curl up and burst and harden into rock and burst again, enough that it makes his chest briefly hurt. just. he looks so - comfortable. so... relaxed, smiling like that, so. so just a fixture, in a life that has never been anything that transient that he's feeling like it's hard to breathe.
he forces himself to suck in a breath, and just makes a noise, pushing the bag into his hands. there's the noodles that are violently red in a plastic container, still warm, and some kind of meat on a stick that went with it. there's just the one serving and some chopsticks, and he takes one of the two skewers and just sits, feeling Some Kind Of Way and very bad at handling it. ]
Mn. [ the grunt is an answer. he's not always a wordsmith. ] 's the only thing that was open.
[ not...entirely...untrue.... but that does leave out his canvassing like an obsessive crazy paranoid person which is exactly what he is. ] Eat.
[ jiaoqiu gets the idea that therion is flustered about something but he has no idea what, which is kind of funny. he hums low, and sits up, taking the bag that is pushed into his hands. the smell hits his nose first, and then the sight of the noodles gets him to make a little delighted noise. this looks like it'll be wretched, which is his favorite. little tail wag.
he takes the chopsticks, and expertly picks up some of the noodles to eat. he was correct, they're so obnoxiously hot that he can taste them, and it's the best. he glances at therion as he swallows.
offers him some noodles. ]
Thank you. [ for going to get food, but also, for coming back. ]
[ don't thank him!!! don't have positive emotions towards him!!! as if he is not feeling all squirmy at that stupid little tailwag. he picks at the skewer in his hand, eyes the noodles, and shakes his head, though...he doubts he's going to get away with not actually eating anything.
but he sits properly, legs folded, and just kind of stares at him, belatedly reaching up to pull his hood down to his shoulders and shake out his hair. ]
[ he insists, pushing the other skewer of meat at him. he can have both of them, jiaoqiu is fine with the noodles. he's also fine with silence - though when therion pushes his hood down, it catches jiaoqiu's eye. instinctively, his tail flops over closer to therion, like - c'mere, he likes being within touching range. but also, a beat, as he finishes chewing, and then: ]
he looks down at the tail for a second, and does, eventually, shift a little closer. his tail is huge and takes up a lot of space, anyway, and also he's embarrassed at getting caught staring, so he takes his second skewer that he probably will not eat and then just sits, staring down at it. god. ]
[ instinctively he does wipe his face with his sleeve, even if he figures therion is lying.
he'll be quiet a little longer, eating the noodles, but once those are gone and therion still hasn't taken a bite of food, jiaoqiu hums. ]
Do I need to feed it to you to get you to eat? [ teasing!! but he doesn't wait for an answer for that one. instead, he sets the plastic aside and holds out his hands. stubbornly. ]
[ god. okay!!!! fine. he ROLLS HIS EYES, it is the most dramatic gesture in the entire world, and after a long moment, unfolds and comes over closer....
and then grabs an extra blanket from his blanket nest pile and drops it unceremoniously on his head. this is because he's therion and has to be a brat about it. ]
Warm enough? [ lol. jiaoqiu can hear a snicker in his voice when he says it if he hasn't pulled the blanket off yet - however, his voice sounds closer, and he picks up the fluff of his tail to move it up and out of his way, crawling onto the shitty air mattress to join him - awfully close, really. ]
[ waugh!! the blanket flops over his head and he makes a Noise about it, disgruntled. his ears are smushed under the weight of it, but he doesn't make any move to take it off. therion can probably see his stupid tail doing little swishy movements against the mattress. it betrays him so often.
when therion crawls up to join him, moving his tail, jiaoqiu throws the blanket up over his head as well, smiling innocently. blanket trap!!
he wasn't kidding about being cold, either, he's like. if therion touches him, his hands are frigid. ]
[ he would like to make it clear that he let this happen. his instincts are very cool and tough, and he definitely wouldnt have been caught by this blanket if he didn't want it to happen. it has nothing to do with the fact that he's been through an emotional wringer for the past few hours.
he gives jiaoqiu a very flat look under the blanket when he is captured. therion does not have particularly fancy night vision, so he mostly just sees dark, and then the intimate space of someone else close to you, the desaturated pinks and soft flush of a person's skin, of his hair. he doesn't reach out to touch right away, because he is too preoccupied with the concept of giving him said flat look. ]
Sometimes, you must take matters into your own hands.
[ he jokes primly. he scoots a little closer - because unfortunately he does have some level of night vision, so therion is very clear in the dark of the blankets. he can see that flat look in all its glory, and the horrible thing is that he's very endeared by it, as usual.
it's been a long day. he's walked a mile, he's watched therion go through the gamut of human emotion, it's probably something like two in the morning, and he's properly fed. he's tired. all he wants is to curl up, bony body to bony body, and steal some warmth. he's finding that a shitty building with a draft is almost just as good as his own warm apartment when he's got therion with him.
so, carefully, he scoots over, and deposits himself in therion's lap. not like, sitting, like a normal person. instead, if therion doesn't stop him, he places a pillow in therion's lap, and settles his head and torso on top of it, the rest of his body sprawled out over the mattress. his tail does little flip flop motions, the way a cat's does when they're in a mood. they're still under the blankets, so it's just extra ridiculous. ]
Must be your influence. I'm getting better at stealth.
You're hot pink and your tail is the size of my body. You're the least stealthy person I've ever met.
[ brutal
he says this, but he also does not stop any of this fussing or moving. he does not stop him putting a pillow in his lap, or taking up all the space on this shitty little air mattress. under the cover of this blanket, they could be back at jiaoqiu's place. tomorrow, they'll be staying in a nice hotel, and therion won't be able to sleep there the same he can't sleep here. not tonight, not after the day he's had. when he passes out, it'll be because his body forces him to. but, if jiaoqiu wants to rest, he's not going to stop him. he's even going to let him just pin him down like this, like an overgrown cat.
this is part of the problem, because this is something good. jiaoqiu is the good thing that stays. and looking down at him like that, he thinks about darius' stupid, shitty little manor comment, and he swallows back the glass of anxiety and keeps it buried, keeps it clean off his face. one of his hands comes up to lightly tug at his ear in retribution for his lack of shame, but the fingers curl, and after a moment, he just sets one there. something to keep. something that he's afraid of, in a lot of ways. but something to keep nonetheless. ]
he figures that therion is not going to sleep until he passes out, and that's fine - or, well, it isn't. it's not fine, but he can't force this any more than anything else. what he can do is he can be a blanket, a siren's lure for at least an hour or two of rest. nothing is going to get them here. nobody knows where they are. it's okay. for now, they can just stay, and figure things out when it's bright outside.
the ear tug gets another huffy noise and a flick, but therion rests his hand there after a moment, and jiaoqiu lets him. it's really a mark of trust in return - there's not a single person alive other than therion that jiaoqiu would allow to touch them. he even leans into it a little, encouraging. ]
If you let that food go to waste, you're going to have problems.
[ he informs therion, peeking up at him briefly before settling back down, closing his eyes. if he's going to stay, he's going to make sure that therion is rested, fed, and not strung out on anxiety and whiskey. ]
[ yet another roll of his eyes to that one because he is not scared of jiaoqiu at all. he's perfectly aware of how capable jiaoqiu can be one way or another - god knows he is way smarter than therion - but he's not even remotely scary. then again, therion's scared of basically nothing, except... well. maybe he's a little scary, sometimes.
sarcasm aside, he sighs, put upon, and the hand on his head stays where it is, thin fingers loosely set into hair and fur, scratching a couple times, idly, before his busy fingers find his braid and start undoing it, just for the sake of something to do. the other hand is still holding the skewer - eventually, he takes another bite of it. it's fine, it tastes fine. spicy. but his stomach's still churning with the events of earlier, and to eat at this point is just perfunctory. happy wife, happy life, or something.
they will have to figure it out. he's going to need to steal some better clothes tomorrow, but that's a problem for tomorrow. then, there's the much bigger problem, the darius shaped one that he'd love to just go away, but he's far too cynical to think anything except that it won't. and then there's the biggest problem of all, all of whatever this is. jiaoqiu in his safehouse. the inevitability of what will have to come, one of these days.
he leans back a little against the wall and lets jiaoqiu use him as a human pillow, for now, ready to lapse into his own thoughts. it's really just jiaoqiu chattering at him that's keeping him anchored right here, for now, and maybe that's not a bad thing. ]
[ i am sorry to report that the purring noise happens again when therion pets his ears and unbraids his hair, he's the happiest foxian in the world. it's surprising for him, actually. normally the softer stuff doesn't do anything for him, but. for whatever reason, when it's therion, he takes what he can get and savors it. it makes him sleepy, too, and eventually those half-purrs and his absent chatter get slower and dreamier until he actually does pass out in therion's lap, curled close.
it's not like either of them are particularly warm people, but he presses against therion's stomach, snug, stealing whatever body heat is happening under this blanket. he'll be like that until morning or until therion pushes him off his lap, either one.
and then it's the next day. jiaoqiu is annoying, the entire time. he stays close, and never wanders too far out of therion's line of vision. he's calm and easy-going, not bothered by the fact that they're spending time at this hotel. the goal is to counteract therion's nervous energy.
it's sort of nice to not have to go to work? and really, he likes hanging out all day with therion, doing stupid hotel shit, chilling at the bar, being very bad at video games in the arcade, making faces at the pool. he convinces therion to curl up on their frankly massive bed in their room and watch stupid movies. and when he gets tired of that, he does his best to annoy therion into railing him into the mattress, because what else do you do when you have a five star mattress and a fancy bathtub for after?
it's two days, maybe three, and they're in the room. jiaoqiu is sprawled out on the bed on his stomach, watching therion do whatever he's doing. he's probably admiring the bite marks he left on him. ]
I'm thinking of going downstairs to find us something to eat.
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he hums, watching therion for a moment. and then very carefully, he leans over and presses a kiss to his cheek, before turning to try and make something out of this blanket nest and air mattress. ]
Make sure it's spicy. [ like therion doesn't know. ] And be careful. I will wait here, if that's what you want.
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his cheek feels warm. therion frowns to himself, hard, then shakes his head harder and goes over to a wall, feeling around for something, then finds a seam in the drywall, pushes it open to reveal the studs below, and pulls out something out of a nook that looks suspiciously like a wad of cash, then shuts it again. it looks like he might just use the door, but he stops, checks the deadbolts - all three of them - and then turns and strides across the room to the small, barely therion sized window out to the train station below. truly therion in his enclosure behavior.
his head is a fucking mess. he turns at the windowsill to glance back - looking at the strange, out of place sight of jiaoqiu sitting in his terrible, shitty apartment for a long moment. it looks like he wants to say something, but then he shakes his head, pulls his hood up, and slides out into the night, closing the window just as another train rattles by so he disappears in silence.
if jiaoqiu wants to poke around this place, it doesn't seem like therion would care that much...? there's probably plenty to look at. ]
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he does think about it, tempted to just zone out, but he doesn't want to be in a state when therion comes back. especially after the look therion gave him before leaving - the paranoia is still there, and his goal, as always, is to ease it as much as possible. at least he knows that therion will come back this time. or - well, there's a very good chance.
so he'll arrange them a nest, and then crawls off the mattress and begins his life as a point and click adventure. what is there to look at? he does poke a little curiously at the seam in the wall that therion touched, but he's open to everything in this dinky little room. ]
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it's point and click o clock!!! the room itself is just. small and dingy. there's the little bed area, and there's that seam in the wall, and the lil kitchenette, plus the backpack, and then the bathroom. just like a teeny tiny motel room in size. closest to the air mattress, there's a surge protector that still has the tag on it (oops) and a phone charger plugged into it, for the burner phone. there's also a little device plugged into this that is almost definitely ripping the wifi signal from somewhere. nice.
the seam in the wall is really hard to pick out now that it's closed, but since jiaoqiu saw him fiddle with it, he can probably poke it open. it's not particularly intricate - it seems like he did just very carefully loose a section of drywall from the wall that could be moved, blended the seam into the peeling paint so anyone who didn't know. what's in there is a big ole duffel bag and there's like
a lot of cash in there. a suspicious amount. thankfully jiaoqiu already knows he's suspicious so that's probably not that concerning, but he can definitely afford that five star hotel room! ]
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jiaoqiu is not the type of person to have any desire for crazy amounts of money. he's really just not built to take. so what he does is just looks at the cash like holy shit to himself, and then closes the seam again. okay. well, it's good to know that they can go to the five star hotel, he's happy about that. and sort of... sad? a little. not because of the hotel, but because therion has this much cash stuffed away and doesn't do anything for himself with it. he could afford to stay in a better place than this, but he doesn't.
after their conversation tonight, jiaoqiu thinks he understands why he stays in places like this, just... it still makes him a little sad. makes his thoughts stray dangerously close to wanting to give therion a better place to stay, for as long as he can bear it. it's starting to not even be something he can lie to himself about anymore.
he is going to be nosy and check out the backpack. ]
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the backpack is old and beaten up - jiaoqiu can see there are several spots on it that are stitched together cleanly by someone who knew what they were doing, patched with sturdy material in several places. it's not very full - there's space in it likely for a blanket.
what remains inside of it is a few items of clothes - an extra pair of pants, a tshirt, a couple clean pairs of underwear. socks. there's a few papers tucked into a frontwards facing pocket that look like fake identification, marked with fake names. coins wrapped in gauze so they don't make noise. a small toolkit. a small first aid kit of bandages, gauze and small scissors, a medical needle and a tiny card's worth of catgut thread. just the absolute bare necessities, the basic things he might need to survive. near the bottom, there's something else - a small, thin black box. it's not wrapped or anything like that, but it was tucked away under the clothes. ]
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he's careful not to jostle anything too terribly. he isn't really interested in being so nosy that therion gets upset about him going through his stuff - the black box is so, so tempting, and he stares at it for a long moment before putting the stuff in the backpack exactly where it came from. therion's trust in him is more important than satisfying his curiosity about whatever is in that box.
maybe somehow he can ask about it. but for now, he puts the backpack down, and wanders to the kitchen. he can't imagine that there's anything special in there but y'know. he is a chef. ]
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the kitchenette is as empty as you'd imagine - nothing in the little cabinets. no snacks or spices or much of anything at all. there's a couple of very cheap glasses that must have been here when he first obtained this terrible little safehouse place, and there's a spot that's less dusty that indicates that's where the whiskey bottle he'd grabbed earlier sat. in the little fridge, there's like. a red bull and nothing else, except but there is a tupperware container of apples and homemade caramel - mostly empty. he does in fact eat your food when you make it for him.
though, opening a small cabinet drawer, he might notice the drawer has a false bottom if he's looking enough, and you guessed it! there's more money in there! he's like a squirrel. ]
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he puts the apples back in the fridge, but it's like scraping a layer of dirt off his heart. he's less quietly, consistently miserable.
the money makes him laugh a little. he is like a squirrel. jesus.
but unless there's something else to look at in here - that black box is going to be vaguely on his mind forever - he's just going to go flop down in the nest of blankets and doze until therion comes back. as much as he can, anyway, considering the train. it's a bit easier to tune out over time. ]
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it takes therion a while to come back, maybe longer than you'd expect. he's too jumpy and paranoid to go anywhere remotely near here or jiaoqiu's workplace, anywhere he might be followed, just in case, and he makes his way halfway across town, to a street food cart selling really spicy noodles for the late night crowd. it's then and only then that he loops back to the pharmacy, to check to make sure that no one is lurking around, or that darius didn't decide to come rob the place for whatever deranged reason. he checks silently and unnoticed on sushang, too. and then, once he's sure, he takes a completely different route back to the safehouse.
the food's tucked into his hoodie, kept warm against his chest. and jiaoqiu, while he's dozing, can hear eventually the sound of rustling plastic from outside, and then therion comes through that tiny little window, squeezing through like it's nothing. he's not trying to be particularly sneaky getting in - this is his own damn place, kind of - so he doesn't bother, and shuts the window as a train rattles by, then... glances over at jiaoqiu.
still here. he breathes out something he didn't know he was holding, and then gets embarrassed about it, and squats down by his head, then annoyingly rattles the plastic bag by his ears. good morning ]
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no, he dozes for a while, buried in therion's blankets. it's kind of nice that they smell like him, even if it's faint. and when therion finally makes his way over, he is treated to the sight of jiaoqiu's ears perking up and his tail swishing lazily, like a sleepy old dog that's excited to see someone. his eyes take a moment to follow suit, gold slits peeking open and peering up at him from where his face is half smushed into the pillow and blanket.
a beat, and he does a stretchy. and then: ]
Hello. [ uwu ] Everything alright?
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the entire way up the fire escape was therion preparing himself for what he was going to see, reminding himself that the person in his safehouse was allowed to be there, for some insane reason, that he trusts (?) him, mostly, that he's not an enemy (probably), but by the time he gets up and through the window, he doesn't have that reaction at all. he's just kind of struck by it in the worst kind of way, feeling that molten-lava-core curl up and burst and harden into rock and burst again, enough that it makes his chest briefly hurt. just. he looks so - comfortable. so... relaxed, smiling like that, so. so just a fixture, in a life that has never been anything that transient that he's feeling like it's hard to breathe.
he forces himself to suck in a breath, and just makes a noise, pushing the bag into his hands. there's the noodles that are violently red in a plastic container, still warm, and some kind of meat on a stick that went with it. there's just the one serving and some chopsticks, and he takes one of the two skewers and just sits, feeling Some Kind Of Way and very bad at handling it. ]
Mn. [ the grunt is an answer. he's not always a wordsmith. ] 's the only thing that was open.
[ not...entirely...untrue.... but that does leave out his canvassing like an obsessive crazy paranoid person which is exactly what he is. ] Eat.
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he takes the chopsticks, and expertly picks up some of the noodles to eat. he was correct, they're so obnoxiously hot that he can taste them, and it's the best. he glances at therion as he swallows.
offers him some noodles. ]
Thank you. [ for going to get food, but also, for coming back. ]
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[ don't thank him!!! don't have positive emotions towards him!!! as if he is not feeling all squirmy at that stupid little tailwag. he picks at the skewer in his hand, eyes the noodles, and shakes his head, though...he doubts he's going to get away with not actually eating anything.
but he sits properly, legs folded, and just kind of stares at him, belatedly reaching up to pull his hood down to his shoulders and shake out his hair. ]
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[ he insists, pushing the other skewer of meat at him. he can have both of them, jiaoqiu is fine with the noodles. he's also fine with silence - though when therion pushes his hood down, it catches jiaoqiu's eye. instinctively, his tail flops over closer to therion, like - c'mere, he likes being within touching range. but also, a beat, as he finishes chewing, and then: ]
You're staring.
[ does he have something on his face ]
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[ no he doesn't. he is just lying.
he looks down at the tail for a second, and does, eventually, shift a little closer. his tail is huge and takes up a lot of space, anyway, and also he's embarrassed at getting caught staring, so he takes his second skewer that he probably will not eat and then just sits, staring down at it. god. ]
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he'll be quiet a little longer, eating the noodles, but once those are gone and therion still hasn't taken a bite of food, jiaoqiu hums. ]
Do I need to feed it to you to get you to eat? [ teasing!! but he doesn't wait for an answer for that one. instead, he sets the plastic aside and holds out his hands. stubbornly. ]
I'm cold. Be a good host and warm me up.
[ c'mere. just play along, this once. ]
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and then grabs an extra blanket from his blanket nest pile and drops it unceremoniously on his head. this is because he's therion and has to be a brat about it. ]
Warm enough? [ lol. jiaoqiu can hear a snicker in his voice when he says it if he hasn't pulled the blanket off yet - however, his voice sounds closer, and he picks up the fluff of his tail to move it up and out of his way, crawling onto the shitty air mattress to join him - awfully close, really. ]
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when therion crawls up to join him, moving his tail, jiaoqiu throws the blanket up over his head as well, smiling innocently. blanket trap!!
he wasn't kidding about being cold, either, he's like. if therion touches him, his hands are frigid. ]
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he gives jiaoqiu a very flat look under the blanket when he is captured. therion does not have particularly fancy night vision, so he mostly just sees dark, and then the intimate space of someone else close to you, the desaturated pinks and soft flush of a person's skin, of his hair. he doesn't reach out to touch right away, because he is too preoccupied with the concept of giving him said flat look. ]
Wow. Never could've seen that coming.
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[ he jokes primly. he scoots a little closer - because unfortunately he does have some level of night vision, so therion is very clear in the dark of the blankets. he can see that flat look in all its glory, and the horrible thing is that he's very endeared by it, as usual.
it's been a long day. he's walked a mile, he's watched therion go through the gamut of human emotion, it's probably something like two in the morning, and he's properly fed. he's tired. all he wants is to curl up, bony body to bony body, and steal some warmth. he's finding that a shitty building with a draft is almost just as good as his own warm apartment when he's got therion with him.
so, carefully, he scoots over, and deposits himself in therion's lap. not like, sitting, like a normal person. instead, if therion doesn't stop him, he places a pillow in therion's lap, and settles his head and torso on top of it, the rest of his body sprawled out over the mattress. his tail does little flip flop motions, the way a cat's does when they're in a mood. they're still under the blankets, so it's just extra ridiculous. ]
Must be your influence. I'm getting better at stealth.
[ uh huh ]
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[ brutal
he says this, but he also does not stop any of this fussing or moving. he does not stop him putting a pillow in his lap, or taking up all the space on this shitty little air mattress. under the cover of this blanket, they could be back at jiaoqiu's place. tomorrow, they'll be staying in a nice hotel, and therion won't be able to sleep there the same he can't sleep here. not tonight, not after the day he's had. when he passes out, it'll be because his body forces him to. but, if jiaoqiu wants to rest, he's not going to stop him. he's even going to let him just pin him down like this, like an overgrown cat.
this is part of the problem, because this is something good. jiaoqiu is the good thing that stays. and looking down at him like that, he thinks about darius' stupid, shitty little manor comment, and he swallows back the glass of anxiety and keeps it buried, keeps it clean off his face. one of his hands comes up to lightly tug at his ear in retribution for his lack of shame, but the fingers curl, and after a moment, he just sets one there. something to keep. something that he's afraid of, in a lot of ways. but something to keep nonetheless. ]
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[ he whines, but it's a joke. he doesn't care.
he figures that therion is not going to sleep until he passes out, and that's fine - or, well, it isn't. it's not fine, but he can't force this any more than anything else. what he can do is he can be a blanket, a siren's lure for at least an hour or two of rest. nothing is going to get them here. nobody knows where they are. it's okay. for now, they can just stay, and figure things out when it's bright outside.
the ear tug gets another huffy noise and a flick, but therion rests his hand there after a moment, and jiaoqiu lets him. it's really a mark of trust in return - there's not a single person alive other than therion that jiaoqiu would allow to touch them. he even leans into it a little, encouraging. ]
If you let that food go to waste, you're going to have problems.
[ he informs therion, peeking up at him briefly before settling back down, closing his eyes. if he's going to stay, he's going to make sure that therion is rested, fed, and not strung out on anxiety and whiskey. ]
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[ yet another roll of his eyes to that one because he is not scared of jiaoqiu at all. he's perfectly aware of how capable jiaoqiu can be one way or another - god knows he is way smarter than therion - but he's not even remotely scary. then again, therion's scared of basically nothing, except... well. maybe he's a little scary, sometimes.
sarcasm aside, he sighs, put upon, and the hand on his head stays where it is, thin fingers loosely set into hair and fur, scratching a couple times, idly, before his busy fingers find his braid and start undoing it, just for the sake of something to do. the other hand is still holding the skewer - eventually, he takes another bite of it. it's fine, it tastes fine. spicy. but his stomach's still churning with the events of earlier, and to eat at this point is just perfunctory. happy wife, happy life, or something.
they will have to figure it out. he's going to need to steal some better clothes tomorrow, but that's a problem for tomorrow. then, there's the much bigger problem, the darius shaped one that he'd love to just go away, but he's far too cynical to think anything except that it won't. and then there's the biggest problem of all, all of whatever this is. jiaoqiu in his safehouse. the inevitability of what will have to come, one of these days.
he leans back a little against the wall and lets jiaoqiu use him as a human pillow, for now, ready to lapse into his own thoughts. it's really just jiaoqiu chattering at him that's keeping him anchored right here, for now, and maybe that's not a bad thing. ]
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it's not like either of them are particularly warm people, but he presses against therion's stomach, snug, stealing whatever body heat is happening under this blanket. he'll be like that until morning or until therion pushes him off his lap, either one.
and then it's the next day. jiaoqiu is annoying, the entire time. he stays close, and never wanders too far out of therion's line of vision. he's calm and easy-going, not bothered by the fact that they're spending time at this hotel. the goal is to counteract therion's nervous energy.
it's sort of nice to not have to go to work? and really, he likes hanging out all day with therion, doing stupid hotel shit, chilling at the bar, being very bad at video games in the arcade, making faces at the pool. he convinces therion to curl up on their frankly massive bed in their room and watch stupid movies. and when he gets tired of that, he does his best to annoy therion into railing him into the mattress, because what else do you do when you have a five star mattress and a fancy bathtub for after?
it's two days, maybe three, and they're in the room. jiaoqiu is sprawled out on the bed on his stomach, watching therion do whatever he's doing. he's probably admiring the bite marks he left on him. ]
I'm thinking of going downstairs to find us something to eat.
[ he says, with a little yawn. ]
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