[ it's so hard because he's also really invested in making out with therion, and he's having a hard time pulling away to ask coherently. he can feel therion at his stomach, and he arches up just a bit with every rock to give therion something to push against. the sound of the coins sticks in his head, and his hips are sort of - rutting, rather than rocking, less graceful and more falling right back into rough.
but, he pulls his mouth away just enough to speak. ]
What do you want? [ he asks, breathless, taking a second to press their foreheads together. it's hard to keep his head clear enough to do because the silk folding and scrunching against his bare skin as their hips meet is driving him back up to those insane levels of hot. it feels so much better this way, and the idea that he's doing a little ruining of his own is addicting. he does not stop moving when he asks his question, but instead slides his hand inward, still gripping at therion's ass but dipping his fingers in, not pressing inside him but teasing at it, to give him an idea of what he's asking.
he's really honestly fine if therion wants to fuck him, that's their default for a reason, but that's a different type of feral and he wants to know which one therion wants before he just lets himself go. ]
[ oh. well. there's no better reminder than the dip of his fingers when therion presses back into his hands. it's dry, a feeling that makes him prickle straight down his spine, something that stands out even more than jiaoqiu's body rutting into his, no matter how good that friction between them feels, and he inhales, sharp.
right. that and the way their foreheads press together have his eyes fluttering shut, mouth falling open, and on a slower rock, he rolls his hips back into his hand, and mutters - ] Thought we decided this already...?
[ it's more of an aside than it is a real answer - some of the flush on his face is redder, spreading across his nose as he ducks in to kiss him again, once, twice. there's a very slight thread of discomfort in his stomach, but it's overcome so, so quickly by the sense memory - jiaoqiu rolls up against him and he recalls the last time, hands laced together, how good it felt to release and just let go, to know it's safe to fall as opposed to the same experience many times over in the past. to hand yourself over to be taken, as opposed to just being stolen away.
he bites jiaoqiu's lower lip, tugs lightly, and then murmurs against his mouth in a low, just teasing tone, voice hot into his mouth: ] You want it so bad, take it.
[ as he rolls decisively back into his fingers, leaning forward further to press into jiaoqiu's hands, it's confirmation. in his own therion way, a yes that comes with the edge of a challenge. consent. ]
[ that's what he's waiting for - and he trusts therion to tell him if he needs to stop at any point, too.
you want it so bad, take it makes a thrill run up his spine. he isn't really that much of a taker, in general. jiaoqiu spends most of his life giving, carving pieces of himself off to hand out to others, and it suits him fine. he isn't always sure how to be aggressive and cocksure, because he's never had to be; he was always in the background, letting others take point. but he thinks he can do it with therion. he thinks that this is the easiest it's every been to take, because he wants therion so badly.
so therion bites his lip, and jiaoqiu rises to that challenge. he tenses, and rolls them over, wrestling with him a bit. his aim is to get therion on his stomach, settled between his legs. if he can manage that, he nudges therion's legs apart with his knee, and then rests his hand on therion's lower back as he leans over to rummage through their bedside table.
we're going to ignore the logistics of claws, actually. maybe he has fuckin claw caps for this i don't know. ]
in a sense, this is an offering, because much like jiaoqiu doesn't know very well how to take, therion doesn't much know how to give. he's never had anything to give over, and when he did, he gave too much to someone who didn't deserve it, and got burned from it. it's taken him some time to come to this level of comfort with jiaoqiu, but the trust that they've built has paved the way to this. the first time showed it was safe. bit by bit, jiaoqiu has shown himself as safe.
not that he's thinking about any of that right now. what he's thinking about is how hot it is that jiaoqiu rises to meet the challenge - rolls them over. the minute he tries to wrestle and move him around, therion gives as good as he gets, pushing and squirming, pressing their bodies together to be a brat and to take that friction for himself. therion has the strength advantage, but jiaoqiu is, frankly, smarter than him, so when he gets flipped over because he pushed too hard at being a brat, it's probably what he deserved and undeniably, it's a little hot. breathing a little harder, he looks over his shoulder, watching jiaoqiu with heated, dark eyes, held in place by the hand on his lower back. just like before, he could easily break out of this if he wants to - he doesn't.
he does, however, test the limits of this situation, physically and mentally - arching back against his hand, letting the coins glitter and clink together like it's enticing him closer, taunting again. as to be expected of an escape artist, he's not great at holding still. ]
[ he's quick to come back, because the sound of the coins in his ears makes him impatient - he wants to hear those coins rattle, he wants to see the belt taut as he wraps his fingers around it. as it is, this is doing things to his senses, looking back over to therion laid out. as much as he enjoys face to face, it's not what he's going for - he has so much more skin he can reach this way, and he can see the arch of therion's back, he can get his hands on therion's hips and ass, and that switches his brain back firmly into feral marking territory.
he meets therion's gaze briefly, and then, holding the oil in one hand, moves back over to ease over therion's back. before anything, he leans down to take therion's jaw in hand and tilt his head to the side to kiss him, absently rocking his hips against therion's ass and lower back without really meaning to just because it feels good to do. it feels particularly dirty to do this when he's fully undressed and therion isn't, and his fur is standing on edge because of it. and when he pulls away from his mouth, he mouths his way down therion's spine, leaving a trail of kisses behind.
impatiently, he tugs therion's pants back down just enough, down to his mid-thighs, and uncaps the bottle to drip oil over his fingers, over therion's lower back and ass, teasing his fingers at therion's entrance. he's only done this one before, but therion's reactions from the first time are practically burned into his memory. ]
[ the kiss is good - it injects heat into the moment where he's waiting, and he tilts his head up to return it, into the warm fingers on his jaw and opens into it, languidly sliding his tongue into jiaoqiu's mouth and relishing in the heat of the contact, feeling the weight of him pressed back into him briefly. he's taken jiaoqiu like this plenty of times before, and it's often one of his favorites, and though it's not his first time, with jiaoqiu, it's a little different. the feral nature's familiar, but the kiss already sets the tone, and he feels a tiny flutter in his ribcage, a heart-thumping sensation at being cared for that makes him embarrassed at himself for thinking something so fucking sappy in the middle of jiaoqiu going half feral over a stupid dance costume. god.
thankfully, he's distracted as jiaoqiu moves on. each kiss down his spine leaves a lasting moment of heat behind in its place, lingering long after his mouth moves on, sending bursts of sensation down to his groin, which makes the first drip of the oil startling. the temperature difference - it's cold - makes him hiss between his teeth, unconsciously snapping his hips upwards towards his hand on the contact. he's not pinned by the hands, so his come up to snarl in the sheets, instead for something to hold onto.
he keeps his head turned for now, keeps his eyes on jiaoqiu - watching to see what he's doing, eyes dark and breathing shallow. he was a lot more tightly wound the first time, and some of that remains here, but the roughneck pace of all of this is familiar enough that it's setting therion's relative issues at ease in the familiarity. a little ironic, all things considered. ]
[ this is actually one of jiaoqiu's favorites, too - when they're really in the thick of it, nothing makes him feel more rabid than when therion's got him on his knees, hand around the base of his tail, grinding him down into the mattress. therion doesn't have a tail, but all the rest of that is so very possible to give him. he wants to make him feel the same way he does when the tables are turned - out of his mind with it, knowing that he can take every bit of pleasure from it without the worry of it going wrong. and on top of that he really wants to fuck up this outfit. that's the more selfish part.
it's jiaoqiu's turn to laugh - nothing huge, just a bit of a huff of amusement when therion hisses at the cold. he rubs it into therion's skin like a brat, kneading at his ass to tease. but he doesn't keep him waiting long, because he thinks the anticipation might work against him here. with jiaoqiu, the teasing works really well on him, riles him up, but he thinks that can come when he's got therion a little more needy.
so, after he's coated his fingers thoroughly, he presses one digit against therion's entrance - and then keeps pressing, sliding inside him. as he does, he leans over therion and presses his mouth against the nape of therion's neck, at his bare shoulder, running his tongue over the marks he left earlier. he stays close, encouraging therion to arch up if he wants, to ask for more with his body, since he knows words are often too difficult.
and if he wasn't hard before, he is now - the sound of therion's breathing and the sight of him laid out flat and mostly obedient against the bed in his stupid dancer outfit is making his head spin. ]
[ rude!!! rude but deserving. his hips twitch when jiaoqiu kneads at him like that - he rolls his eyes and huffs, about to just grumble at him to get on with it when he does.
the first finger's a strange feeling, a breach that has him shut an eye against the sheets, makes his breath catch. with the way his legs are more or less trapped by the silky fabric around his knees, and by jiaoqiu sprawled over his back, he's caught into the position, to feel the way jiaoqiu's finger slides deep inside of him. he exhales, hard, but curls his fingers tighter in the sheets and allows for it, forces himself to relax.
slowly, there's a little more give, as he gets his muscles to loosen. he drops his head down, forehead against the sheets, and lets himself focus on the wet feeling of his tongue on his neck - and after a moment, frees a hand to reach up and curl it hard into jiaoqiu's hair, holding him there. he's not asking for much of anything, and likely won't without being dragged into it, but he is relaxing, and that's the most important part. ]
[ he hums soft, when therion brings a hand up to clutch at his hair. he makes it easier for therion to do so - tilts his head into it, ear flicking. stays right where he is, nosing at therion's neck, burying his face against therion's hair and leaning to nip at his ear. little things, to give him something else to focus on until he's relaxed. or at the very least, starting to relax.
he doesn't press a second one inside just yet, but when therion starts to loosen up, he rocks his wrist. he has to rest on his unoccupied hand in order to be able to balance, but he makes sure that he's making up for not being able to touch by letting his mouth wander, kissing and biting wherever there's skin that isn't already littered with marks. with an easy, steady movement, he works therion open with just one, waiting, watching to see if therion starts to get impatient. ]
[ probably predictably, he does get impatient. he did the first time, too - pushing back against jiaoqiu's fingers, trying to get him to go before anything was even remotely properly prepared. after all, in therion's experience, this process went by in seconds, the careless throwaway motion before they'd get down to it, a hand on the back of his neck and darius' rumbly voice in his ear. the edge of pain is all that he really knew, and it was what he wanted.
so, even after doing this once with jiaoqiu, once where it was romantic and overwhelming, that want doesn't quite go away. he's half paying attention to jiaoqiu kissing his shoulder, to the bites littering his neck, the occasional jolt of sensation, and honestly, he just thinks jiaoqiu's trying to be gentle with him, which is not what he wants, and the absolute fastest way to get him to misbehave - therion makes a little growly noise, and pushes his hips back against jiaoqiu's hand, and then frees his left hand from the covers and snakes it down underneath him. the consequence plants his face further into the blankets, but its worth it: his wrist and his hand bumps blindly into jiaoqiu's as he's half about to slap his hand away and just do it his own damn self. ]
[ oh, that's exactly what he wants, actually - not the impression that this isn't worth it to do, not the past idea that this isn't necessary, but the impatience. he wants therion to get fussy, and he wants to fight him back down.
which is exactly what happens. therion reaches down to try and bat jiaoqiu's hand away, and jiaoqiu lets out a growl of his own, sharp and much more animalistic. he bites therion on the shoulder with a vengeance, all fangs and possession, and slaps therion's hand away. there's a second thought, and then he grabs therion by the wrist and yanks his arm back up to press it against the mattress, as if to say no, mine.
for a moment, he keeps it pinned there, rumbling low under his breath against therion's ear, and when he's reasonably sure therion is going to keep his hand where it is, jiaoqiu moves back down. this time he presses two fingers inside therion, a bit rougher, and uses his own leg to push the dancer outfit out of the way further so he can spread therion's legs apart. the jingle of the bells and coins makes his tail flick, and he can't help himself this time - as his pace picks up, scissoring his fingers, he grinds absently against therion's thigh, cock rubbing at both warm skin and the shoved down waistband of his pants. ]
[ hmm. well, he's going to have to sit with himself about that one if only because the combination of the growl, the smack to the hand, the pin and the bite makes his cock twitch against the covers, hips jerking almost automatically as his breath catches.
he makes a "tch" noise as he's pinned in place, while he's being grumbled at, and his fingers flex, as if he's seriously considering just fighting back and doing it again, and there's no guarantee he won't, but he can behave for a second, begrudgingly curling the sheets between his knuckles again.
he is in some essence rewarded for it, because jiaoqiu picks up the pace, even if it's just a little. he grunts when his legs are spread further, and the new angle is a little better, even if the weirdness of the feeling hasn't quite faded, but jiaoqiu adds a second and that's a little more like it. he forgets about trying to sneak past jiaoqiu's hand again, if only because the burn of the stretch of a second finger gives the right edge of pain, makes him press his forehead into the mattress for a second and suck in a sharp breath through his nose. he is tight around jiaoqiu's fingers, a precursor of what's to come, and the scissoring sensation has therion pushing his hips back insistently into his hand, grinding himself forward into the covers to get a little relief on his front, taking the stripe of friction at the same time he feels jiaoqiu rub against his thigh.
there's another harsh exhale outwards, and he glances backwards again, eyes half lidded, visible pupil blown dark - it feels good, but he wants to get to the main show, so he switches tacks. instead, he speaks up, voice a low rumble. ]
C'mon. [ c'mon, he coaxes, pushing back - there's a jingle of bells as he tests the give of how much he's moved his pants and pushes the corded muscle of his thigh back into jiaoqiu, giving him something to keep pressing against. a brat to the end. ] 's good, right?
[ both of them like it when it hurts a little, jiaoqiu reminds himself. therion isn't breakable, he doesn't have to be overly cautious. but he will make sure that it's the good type of pain, because he isn't darius - he cares about therion enjoying himself more than anything else, and if that means he has to take care to make sure therion can take him, he's going to do it.
still. it won't be long before he loses his patience again - therion is so tight around his fingers, and he keeps imagining what that'll feel like once he's inside of him. but therion keeps pushing back, keeps trying to take over, and jiaoqiu refuses to let him be in charge, this time. this time, he wants therion to be the one that's writhing for it, however impossible that might be. so - he leans his weight a little further against therion, as if he's trying to get him to stop moving his hips down against the mattress, and crooks his fingers, curling them inside of him roughly.
he's leaking against therion's thigh, making a mess of the fabric as therion flexes back against him. ]
Don't rush me. [ he growls against therion's ear, picking up his pace. he thinks two is probably fine, considering, but this is more out of the principle of the thing. therion is not the boss of him. sometimes the brattiness goes both ways. ]
[ it's not as impossible as it might seem, depending on how patient jiaoqiu is - not in a situation where he's earned at least a modicum of his trust, and not if he can drive him crazy enough. after all, he loses his temper with some regularity, and he's not used to being edged, let alone being unable to just take when he wants something.
he's certainly on the right track, because the curl of his fingers gets a sharp gasp out of therion, unmuffled because he was about to run his mouth - his eyes screw shut and his mouth falls open against the covers, because it puts starbursts in his vision briefly and drives his usual self control off course. though he doesn't make a noise, the choked off not sound is more of an indicator than anything. his instinct tells him to roll his hips down and chase the pleasure, but jiaoqiu's weight on his back pins him further, and he wriggles backwards instead, the insistent gesture needy and sending the coins scattering, jingling wildly as he tries to press back into his fingers.
the stretch burns, but the faster pace is better, and the principle of the thing, bratty for bratty, seems to be working well enough for him, too, because he's giving it right back. he makes a noise that might be a scoff, half because he's caught and half agreeing - he can feel the wet spot he's starting to leave on the costume, the way the silk is sticking to the back of his knees, to the back of his thighs, and he rumbles back, ] Why not, gonna - [ a brief catch of his breath when jiaoqiu's fingers spread him further open than he's expecting, before he valiantly regains it, ]- lose it again?
[ taunting him further, egging that feral, growly behavior on. ]
[ he is absolutely one hundred percent satisfied with the way that therion gasps like that, sighing out where he's pressed his face against therion's other shoulder, rubbing his cheek against the sheer fabric. almost like a reward, he shifts, and on his next pass, presses a third finger in just because he can, because therion is trying to get more, because he's pushing back up into it and jiaoqiu is insane about the sight of him face down in the pillows with his ass in the air, coins glittering in the dim light of the room. the smell of them mingled together almost has his mouth watering, and he lets it fill his senses, lets his patience fade just a tick more.
he's a quick learner, at least. every time therion's breath catches, he tries to repeat exactly what he just did. until therion taunts him, and then - he stops. pauses his movement entirely, fingers pressed deep, gently stroking inside to tease but giving no friction. ]
Might. [ he murmurs, breath hot at therion's neck, sucking a hickey right under his ear. ] Could keep you here and finish on your back, and leave you with nothing.
[ if that's not a mark of how heated he feels, not much else would be. he's going to be embarrassed later, when he remembers what came out of his mouth - and this isn't even that bad, even if it's a lot for jiaoqiu to get to a point where he says anything during sex. it's the only place he isn't a chatterbox. ]
that's starting to build up nicely - the friction of his two fingers is starting to feel good, and right when he wants more, this time jiaoqiu follows through. and the third is a stretch, but it burns just right, and there's another one of those choked off not-noises as he presses his cheek into the blankets a little further, half scrabbles at where he's trapped, trying to get more of that, it's an uncontrolled movement, unthinking, the golden coins clanking together as he presses back, and -
jiaoqiu fucking stops. therion could kill him - he lets out a sharp growl of his own, sounding more like a rabid dog than a person for a second as he grips at the sheets, turning his head to glare. though, admittedly, it is not nearly as powerful as usual, seeing as how he is flushed bright red from forehead to chest and trembling trying not to react any further than that. the glare is also substantiated by jiaoqiu at his ear, and he can feel his breath hot against the piercings in the lobe, the hickey sending sparks of sensation down his spine. good, but not enough, not like his fingers were a second ago.
however, immediately: ]
I'd flip you over and fuck you down into the mattress before you could blink.
[ this is growledout, because jiaoqiu might be shy about dirty talk, but therion sure as fuck isn't. don't you dare leave him here!! and don't stop!!!! ]
[ the problem with being a natural bottom is that for a second he genuinely considers doing this? the thrill of heat gets him to sigh a little sound against therion's skin, and close his eyes. as much as he likes the idea of letting therion strongarm him back down, it'd mean he wouldn't be able to ruin his pretty dancer outfit, and that really was the original goal of all of this. still is. in fact, the only reason he settles back into his mission to fuck therion senseless is because he turns his face and gets a mouthful of silk.
molten gold eyes meet angry green, and jiaoqiu takes in the flush and the grip on the sheets. that's the sort of desperation he was looking for. ]
But then I wouldn't get to see you. [ he sighs, with a very small hint of amusement on his face - something sly. he's not incredibly confident like this, but he's getting better, and it helps that even though therion is much better at dirty talk, jiaoqiu isn't completely useless at winding him up.
jiaoqiu pulls his fingers free, which he's aware is going to get him complaints, but. he reaches for the oil again, and presses a kiss to therion's spine. rests one hand on therion's hip, spreading him open with his thumb shamelessly. ]
Next time you can do whatever you'd like to me. [ he murmurs, shivering as he takes himself in hand. ] This time, you're mine.
[ god he could bite him. only, he can't, because he is kind of pinned down at the moment, but the expression on his face screams how badly he wants to. once again, because he is flushed, sweat beading at the back of his neck, the glare looks like a glower at best, nearly a sulking pout if you knew him well enough, and he wrinkles his nose like he's going to mimic 'but then i wouldn't get to see you nyeh nyeh' but he doesn't.
he does in fact get a complaining grumble as he pulls free. frankly, he just thinks this is jiaoqiu trying to mess with him again - the loss of his fingers is felt, and he hisses, dropping his forehead into his forearm to hide his expression, fucking up his bangs in the process. the movement of his thumb doesn't help, either, and the utter exposure and vulnerability twists up something in his stomach, a spike of arousal. (part of it comes from "this time you're mine", but he won't address that, either.)
there's a tremor even in his strong thigh muscles where he's holding himself still - the coins around his waist jingle softly with it, just once, a shiver of movement - and the back of his neck is bright red under the collar of the costume, the back of his ears showing red through his hair. he is still, in fact, kind of obeying this, and not doing anything he'd like, or even plotting revenge. instead, therion does grumble: ] Then get on with it.
[ he kind of gets why therion seems to find it so much fun to make him grouchy, actually, when he sees that expression. pouting is fun.
the way his flush stands out so bright against the costume sticks in his mind, even when he closes his eyes. he can hear the jingle of the coins like it's rattling around in his brain, and there's a thrill of excitement as he thinks about what they'll sound like when he's got therion writhing under him. he's a little shaky with it, stroking himself perfunctorily with the oil so that he doesn't work himself up further. he's so hard it hurts, and he's eager - he knows that if this is a lot, actually fucking therion is going to be an experience. ]
Get on with it, he says. [ jiaoqiu breathes, lining himself up, gently rocking against therion's entrance but not pushing yet, his hands gripping at therion's hips and pulling them up. he kicks the pants out of the way just enough to get therion up on his knees - it mostly just means he's hastily half-undressed, costume hanging loosely off one leg because jiaoqiu cannot possibly be patient enough to get it off completely. ] As if his legs aren't shaking.
[ and with that little shitty comment, he presses forward, not intending to stop until he's inside therion to the hilt, even if he has to take it slow. ]
[ at first, his hips twitch back into jiaoqiu when he rocks up close to him, so close but so far. his skin's hot and flushed, stretched open for the taking, and it puts another tremor through his back, makes the coins shimmy as he chases, and again as he helps jiaoqiu out when he starts pulling him kind of free, kicking one leg out of the silk and relishing in the feeling of hot skin, exposed to cool air. and...
honestly, that little comment feels really familiar, though not necessarily in a good way - not that therion's really aware of it. no, there's something deeply familiar about being on his knees, face pressed down into a mattress, and a shitty little comment ringing in his ears. don't tell me you're shook up, therion.
instinctually, his demeanor changes - the muscles in his thighs lock up as he force-stops the tremor, and he pushes right up to jiaoqiu when he comes to take him. therion's clearly not that bothered, if he's even aware of that familiarity. all he does is react. and, if jiaoqiu takes it slow, it won't be for long - therion snaps his hips back with reckless and immediate abandon, with way too much confidence, taking him straight down to the hilt in one speedy gesture with a clatter of gold.
and it's a lot. he lets out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, immediately grabbing the sheets and white knuckling them, turning his face down to muffle any noise he might have made. it's full, that's the first feeling, completely full in a way he hasn't been in ages. it's just on this edge of painful, the burn setting off starbursts behind his eyes in all the best ways, as his muscles clench tight around him, walking that razor sharp line and feeling his cock jerk, hard, as the arousal in his body coils heavy through his veins. it's not enough, he needs to move, but god does that feel good, whether he was totally ready for it or not. ]
[ it's so much faster than jiaoqiu is expecting, and it almost startles him - he really should've been anticipating this. but he didn't, and it punches a gasp out of him, the way therion squeezes tightly around him. the pressure gets his fingers to dig into therion's hips tightly enough to leave bruises, and he gasps out a small, unsteady fuck under his breath, completely off guard.
he has to take a second, half bent over therion. for that second, he thinks about scolding him, about asking him if he's okay, and this is why he's a good boyfriend and a bad top because his first instinct is to worry about therion. but - he can hear therion's breathing, and he's so attuned to it that he can tell it's not panicked, it's pleasured, and so he doesn't stop or ask. instead, he grinds his hips in a small circle up against therion's ass, not pulling back or out, just giving him a little bit of friction, get him used to the feeling.
and to enjoy it himself, really, because therion is so fucking tight he can barely breathe. they've done this one time before, but it was different. his hands drag up and down therion's sides, dipping down and inward, clawing lightly at his chest. and then down again, groping at his thighs, pushing his legs apart just a bit further. breathing harshly, jiaoqiu curls forward, draping himself half over therion's back, bracing himself up on the bed with one hand and sliding the other around to rest open palm against therion's stomach as he kicks his hips forward once, testing the waters. ]
the best boyfriend is the one who knows, anyway. being asked might've gotten him to think about it, might have had him clam up and ruin the entire mood. but because jiaoqiu knows him by now, he doesn't, and everyone is spared therion's intimacy issues, putting all the focus on the pleasure of the moment. the blisteringly tight grip on his hips is exactly how he likes it, and unwittingly, he pushes up into it, following the guided circle himself. it makes the coins around his waist jingle together loudly, the undulating motion causing a scatter of bright noise in the room just as much as the friction does the same to his senses. it's a lot and not enough all at once, especially as jiaoqiu starts touching him. he's holding himself as still as physically possible, even though his claws make his skin pebble into goosebumps, and he needs - something, he needs him to move, or swear like that in his ear again, or, something.
when he pushes his legs apart a little further, that makes the angle better - therion hisses, releasing the sheets and folding his arms so he can bury his face in them, pushing his hips up further and making the coins ring again in the process. that, that's perfect, and the drag of jiaoqiu's cock inside of him very nearly makes his eyes roll back, combined with the body draped on top of him, the weight guiding. his hand is so close to his cock, touching everywhere but where he wants it, but at the first thrust forward, he breathes out harshly, walls clenching around him again, asking for more with everything but his mouth. ]
Fuck. [ is all he can manage, too, overwhelmed, and being driven crazy by jiaoqiu's testing motion - he's going to explode? he is going to explode. ]
what's getting him is therion's reactions, more than the feeling itself. he can feel the sharp breath that therion exhales under his palm, the shakiness of his legs, the way he's holding himself so still. jiaoqiu has been there - he knows what it's like to be completely full and not know what to do with it. the first time he and therion slept together it'd been years since he'd done it, and he'd reacted similarly, leaving rips in the bedspread from how hard he'd clutched at it. right now, he's on the other side of it, and it's about as overwhelming, the way therion's body is hot and holding him in place.
the view of therion's back muscles tensing and flexing under the dainty costume, slightly damp with sweat, is what gets him to start moving, because he desperately needs to see more of that, he needs to get his fucking teeth in it, needs to get his hands under it and in it. that feral urge is back, and the way he's draped himself over therion's back makes it easy for him to bury his face in therion's neck, against the fringe of his hair, breathing him in, ears pressed back against his skull. it's not quite a growl that escapes him, but it's something close, a rumble of a possessive noise that he makes as he twitches, seated fully.
the hand on his stomach drags back around to dig into his hip again.
but. more, therion's body asks, and jiaoqiu wants to give him more, wants - for the first time in a while - to take. so when therion curses, jiaoqiu answers. he stays curled over therion, but he starts to move. he doesn't bother with slow, because neither of them want it. jiaoqiu grabs at the gold belt around therion's waist and uses it to pull therion back onto his cock, pressing as deep as he can. and then he's just going - wrapping the chain in his fist and holding, but snapping his hips forward in quick, rough movements. his eyes are on the way the coins bounce against therion's skin, and the way he vanishes inside therion over and over, the tight, slick heat making him breathe out quiet little whining noises against therion's back. ]
[ while the initial commentary made him instinctually seize - internally, some switch was flipped to shut off any vulnerability, to prove he wasn't all shook up, and he had already started to muffle himself, tried to stave off any reaction - that doesn't last, because the force of that pull is more than he's expecting.
yanking him backwards has jiaoqiu plunge deep inside of him, sudden, the head of his cock breaching wider, and that combined with the sharpness of the yank with the belt has therion make a sharp, punched out moan, eyes going wide from sheer surprise. it's nearly muffled by the sounds of the bells, swallowed up by what rapidly becomes a cacophony of jingling, clattering gold. more of that, more of that, definitely more of that - therion's body presses up, his back arching with each snap of his hips, trying to get him to stay as close as humanly possible and chasing the drag of friction between them as greedily as a thief ought to. he's caught somewhere between leaning back to plaster himself to jiaoqiu's front or driving his hips up further to get that deep angle again, completely forgetting about applying any pressure to his cock from the front when the slide of jiaoqiu's is driving him absolutely nuts, and he can't put his braincells together enough to decide which one he wants more.
his hips buck whenever jiaoqiu pulls on the belt - the coins around the flimsy little top are sticking to his skin from where he's more pressed into the mattress at the chest, pressed to jiaoqiu's chest and therion's back from behind, relatively silenced, but the ones around his waist are noisy, now catching a rhythm in time to the way their skin slaps together. he can just barely hear jiaoqiu whining in his ear over the noise, and that's getting his breathing to come faster, too, mouth wide open, eyes shut, each out breath getting noisier with each particularly good thrust forward, like he's trying to keep from making any actual noise but it's just the barest level of control that's holding him back. ]
[ that moan. it's not very loud, and he almost doesn't hear it because of the coins, which is, frankly, unacceptable. he needs those noises like he needs air, he decides, and he aims to get it out of therion, growling soft under his breath.
he tugs at therion's belt, yanks him so he's not face down in the mattress. up on all fours, because he wants to be close, because he wants to feel the slinky, flimsy fabric rubbing against his skin. it's the best of both worlds, able to brace himself up with one hand and use the other to wrap around therion, half holding him and half clawing his fingers into the top, thumbing over the coins. if he leaves claw marks against therion's chest, he's not really thinking about it, too enthralled with the way it feels to fill therion, to hear the coins on that belt rattle each time their hips meet. he thinks, absently, about getting his hand around therion's cock, but - not yet. not yet, he knows how he wants therion, and he intends to take.
every thrust at this angle means that his whole body drags against therion, abdomen rocking against therion's ass and lower back, legs hitting the backs of therion's thighs with each ram forward, his chest close enough to therion's back that they're almost touching. he's not even remotely gentle, the pace brutal and deep - he doesn't bother pulling out of therion that much, just ruts against him with the intention of getting them the most friction he can manage without having to not be touching. he's taller than therion, which means like this he can comfortably rest his head against therion's shoulder, can turn to the side to press sloppy, distracted kisses against his neck and, if he stretches a little, against therion's cheek. just absent rubbing against him, like he could press his scent all over therion, make sure he smells like him. it means his noise is right up against therion's ear, either way, means that he can murmur therion's name, coaxing, a little pleading, just - let go, a bit, let him hear.
and if that doesn't work, he'll fucking bite it out of him, clamping his teeth down against therion's shoulder, nudging the fabric out of the way with his nose just enough. ]
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but, he pulls his mouth away just enough to speak. ]
What do you want? [ he asks, breathless, taking a second to press their foreheads together. it's hard to keep his head clear enough to do because the silk folding and scrunching against his bare skin as their hips meet is driving him back up to those insane levels of hot. it feels so much better this way, and the idea that he's doing a little ruining of his own is addicting. he does not stop moving when he asks his question, but instead slides his hand inward, still gripping at therion's ass but dipping his fingers in, not pressing inside him but teasing at it, to give him an idea of what he's asking.
he's really honestly fine if therion wants to fuck him, that's their default for a reason, but that's a different type of feral and he wants to know which one therion wants before he just lets himself go. ]
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right. that and the way their foreheads press together have his eyes fluttering shut, mouth falling open, and on a slower rock, he rolls his hips back into his hand, and mutters - ] Thought we decided this already...?
[ it's more of an aside than it is a real answer - some of the flush on his face is redder, spreading across his nose as he ducks in to kiss him again, once, twice. there's a very slight thread of discomfort in his stomach, but it's overcome so, so quickly by the sense memory - jiaoqiu rolls up against him and he recalls the last time, hands laced together, how good it felt to release and just let go, to know it's safe to fall as opposed to the same experience many times over in the past. to hand yourself over to be taken, as opposed to just being stolen away.
he bites jiaoqiu's lower lip, tugs lightly, and then murmurs against his mouth in a low, just teasing tone, voice hot into his mouth: ] You want it so bad, take it.
[ as he rolls decisively back into his fingers, leaning forward further to press into jiaoqiu's hands, it's confirmation. in his own therion way, a yes that comes with the edge of a challenge. consent. ]
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you want it so bad, take it makes a thrill run up his spine. he isn't really that much of a taker, in general. jiaoqiu spends most of his life giving, carving pieces of himself off to hand out to others, and it suits him fine. he isn't always sure how to be aggressive and cocksure, because he's never had to be; he was always in the background, letting others take point. but he thinks he can do it with therion. he thinks that this is the easiest it's every been to take, because he wants therion so badly.
so therion bites his lip, and jiaoqiu rises to that challenge. he tenses, and rolls them over, wrestling with him a bit. his aim is to get therion on his stomach, settled between his legs. if he can manage that, he nudges therion's legs apart with his knee, and then rests his hand on therion's lower back as he leans over to rummage through their bedside table.
we're going to ignore the logistics of claws, actually. maybe he has fuckin claw caps for this i don't know. ]
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in a sense, this is an offering, because much like jiaoqiu doesn't know very well how to take, therion doesn't much know how to give. he's never had anything to give over, and when he did, he gave too much to someone who didn't deserve it, and got burned from it. it's taken him some time to come to this level of comfort with jiaoqiu, but the trust that they've built has paved the way to this. the first time showed it was safe. bit by bit, jiaoqiu has shown himself as safe.
not that he's thinking about any of that right now. what he's thinking about is how hot it is that jiaoqiu rises to meet the challenge - rolls them over. the minute he tries to wrestle and move him around, therion gives as good as he gets, pushing and squirming, pressing their bodies together to be a brat and to take that friction for himself. therion has the strength advantage, but jiaoqiu is, frankly, smarter than him, so when he gets flipped over because he pushed too hard at being a brat, it's probably what he deserved and undeniably, it's a little hot. breathing a little harder, he looks over his shoulder, watching jiaoqiu with heated, dark eyes, held in place by the hand on his lower back. just like before, he could easily break out of this if he wants to - he doesn't.
he does, however, test the limits of this situation, physically and mentally - arching back against his hand, letting the coins glitter and clink together like it's enticing him closer, taunting again. as to be expected of an escape artist, he's not great at holding still. ]
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he meets therion's gaze briefly, and then, holding the oil in one hand, moves back over to ease over therion's back. before anything, he leans down to take therion's jaw in hand and tilt his head to the side to kiss him, absently rocking his hips against therion's ass and lower back without really meaning to just because it feels good to do. it feels particularly dirty to do this when he's fully undressed and therion isn't, and his fur is standing on edge because of it. and when he pulls away from his mouth, he mouths his way down therion's spine, leaving a trail of kisses behind.
impatiently, he tugs therion's pants back down just enough, down to his mid-thighs, and uncaps the bottle to drip oil over his fingers, over therion's lower back and ass, teasing his fingers at therion's entrance. he's only done this one before, but therion's reactions from the first time are practically burned into his memory. ]
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thankfully, he's distracted as jiaoqiu moves on. each kiss down his spine leaves a lasting moment of heat behind in its place, lingering long after his mouth moves on, sending bursts of sensation down to his groin, which makes the first drip of the oil startling. the temperature difference - it's cold - makes him hiss between his teeth, unconsciously snapping his hips upwards towards his hand on the contact. he's not pinned by the hands, so his come up to snarl in the sheets, instead for something to hold onto.
he keeps his head turned for now, keeps his eyes on jiaoqiu - watching to see what he's doing, eyes dark and breathing shallow. he was a lot more tightly wound the first time, and some of that remains here, but the roughneck pace of all of this is familiar enough that it's setting therion's relative issues at ease in the familiarity. a little ironic, all things considered. ]
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it's jiaoqiu's turn to laugh - nothing huge, just a bit of a huff of amusement when therion hisses at the cold. he rubs it into therion's skin like a brat, kneading at his ass to tease. but he doesn't keep him waiting long, because he thinks the anticipation might work against him here. with jiaoqiu, the teasing works really well on him, riles him up, but he thinks that can come when he's got therion a little more needy.
so, after he's coated his fingers thoroughly, he presses one digit against therion's entrance - and then keeps pressing, sliding inside him. as he does, he leans over therion and presses his mouth against the nape of therion's neck, at his bare shoulder, running his tongue over the marks he left earlier. he stays close, encouraging therion to arch up if he wants, to ask for more with his body, since he knows words are often too difficult.
and if he wasn't hard before, he is now - the sound of therion's breathing and the sight of him laid out flat and mostly obedient against the bed in his stupid dancer outfit is making his head spin. ]
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the first finger's a strange feeling, a breach that has him shut an eye against the sheets, makes his breath catch. with the way his legs are more or less trapped by the silky fabric around his knees, and by jiaoqiu sprawled over his back, he's caught into the position, to feel the way jiaoqiu's finger slides deep inside of him. he exhales, hard, but curls his fingers tighter in the sheets and allows for it, forces himself to relax.
slowly, there's a little more give, as he gets his muscles to loosen. he drops his head down, forehead against the sheets, and lets himself focus on the wet feeling of his tongue on his neck - and after a moment, frees a hand to reach up and curl it hard into jiaoqiu's hair, holding him there. he's not asking for much of anything, and likely won't without being dragged into it, but he is relaxing, and that's the most important part. ]
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he doesn't press a second one inside just yet, but when therion starts to loosen up, he rocks his wrist. he has to rest on his unoccupied hand in order to be able to balance, but he makes sure that he's making up for not being able to touch by letting his mouth wander, kissing and biting wherever there's skin that isn't already littered with marks. with an easy, steady movement, he works therion open with just one, waiting, watching to see if therion starts to get impatient. ]
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so, even after doing this once with jiaoqiu, once where it was romantic and overwhelming, that want doesn't quite go away. he's half paying attention to jiaoqiu kissing his shoulder, to the bites littering his neck, the occasional jolt of sensation, and honestly, he just thinks jiaoqiu's trying to be gentle with him, which is not what he wants, and the absolute fastest way to get him to misbehave - therion makes a little growly noise, and pushes his hips back against jiaoqiu's hand, and then frees his left hand from the covers and snakes it down underneath him. the consequence plants his face further into the blankets, but its worth it: his wrist and his hand bumps blindly into jiaoqiu's as he's half about to slap his hand away and just do it his own damn self. ]
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which is exactly what happens. therion reaches down to try and bat jiaoqiu's hand away, and jiaoqiu lets out a growl of his own, sharp and much more animalistic. he bites therion on the shoulder with a vengeance, all fangs and possession, and slaps therion's hand away. there's a second thought, and then he grabs therion by the wrist and yanks his arm back up to press it against the mattress, as if to say no, mine.
for a moment, he keeps it pinned there, rumbling low under his breath against therion's ear, and when he's reasonably sure therion is going to keep his hand where it is, jiaoqiu moves back down. this time he presses two fingers inside therion, a bit rougher, and uses his own leg to push the dancer outfit out of the way further so he can spread therion's legs apart. the jingle of the bells and coins makes his tail flick, and he can't help himself this time - as his pace picks up, scissoring his fingers, he grinds absently against therion's thigh, cock rubbing at both warm skin and the shoved down waistband of his pants. ]
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he makes a "tch" noise as he's pinned in place, while he's being grumbled at, and his fingers flex, as if he's seriously considering just fighting back and doing it again, and there's no guarantee he won't, but he can behave for a second, begrudgingly curling the sheets between his knuckles again.
he is in some essence rewarded for it, because jiaoqiu picks up the pace, even if it's just a little. he grunts when his legs are spread further, and the new angle is a little better, even if the weirdness of the feeling hasn't quite faded, but jiaoqiu adds a second and that's a little more like it. he forgets about trying to sneak past jiaoqiu's hand again, if only because the burn of the stretch of a second finger gives the right edge of pain, makes him press his forehead into the mattress for a second and suck in a sharp breath through his nose. he is tight around jiaoqiu's fingers, a precursor of what's to come, and the scissoring sensation has therion pushing his hips back insistently into his hand, grinding himself forward into the covers to get a little relief on his front, taking the stripe of friction at the same time he feels jiaoqiu rub against his thigh.
there's another harsh exhale outwards, and he glances backwards again, eyes half lidded, visible pupil blown dark - it feels good, but he wants to get to the main show, so he switches tacks. instead, he speaks up, voice a low rumble. ]
C'mon. [ c'mon, he coaxes, pushing back - there's a jingle of bells as he tests the give of how much he's moved his pants and pushes the corded muscle of his thigh back into jiaoqiu, giving him something to keep pressing against. a brat to the end. ] 's good, right?
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still. it won't be long before he loses his patience again - therion is so tight around his fingers, and he keeps imagining what that'll feel like once he's inside of him. but therion keeps pushing back, keeps trying to take over, and jiaoqiu refuses to let him be in charge, this time. this time, he wants therion to be the one that's writhing for it, however impossible that might be. so - he leans his weight a little further against therion, as if he's trying to get him to stop moving his hips down against the mattress, and crooks his fingers, curling them inside of him roughly.
he's leaking against therion's thigh, making a mess of the fabric as therion flexes back against him. ]
Don't rush me. [ he growls against therion's ear, picking up his pace. he thinks two is probably fine, considering, but this is more out of the principle of the thing. therion is not the boss of him. sometimes the brattiness goes both ways. ]
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he's certainly on the right track, because the curl of his fingers gets a sharp gasp out of therion, unmuffled because he was about to run his mouth - his eyes screw shut and his mouth falls open against the covers, because it puts starbursts in his vision briefly and drives his usual self control off course. though he doesn't make a noise, the choked off not sound is more of an indicator than anything. his instinct tells him to roll his hips down and chase the pleasure, but jiaoqiu's weight on his back pins him further, and he wriggles backwards instead, the insistent gesture needy and sending the coins scattering, jingling wildly as he tries to press back into his fingers.
the stretch burns, but the faster pace is better, and the principle of the thing, bratty for bratty, seems to be working well enough for him, too, because he's giving it right back. he makes a noise that might be a scoff, half because he's caught and half agreeing - he can feel the wet spot he's starting to leave on the costume, the way the silk is sticking to the back of his knees, to the back of his thighs, and he rumbles back, ] Why not, gonna - [ a brief catch of his breath when jiaoqiu's fingers spread him further open than he's expecting, before he valiantly regains it, ]- lose it again?
[ taunting him further, egging that feral, growly behavior on. ]
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he's a quick learner, at least. every time therion's breath catches, he tries to repeat exactly what he just did. until therion taunts him, and then - he stops. pauses his movement entirely, fingers pressed deep, gently stroking inside to tease but giving no friction. ]
Might. [ he murmurs, breath hot at therion's neck, sucking a hickey right under his ear. ] Could keep you here and finish on your back, and leave you with nothing.
[ if that's not a mark of how heated he feels, not much else would be. he's going to be embarrassed later, when he remembers what came out of his mouth - and this isn't even that bad, even if it's a lot for jiaoqiu to get to a point where he says anything during sex. it's the only place he isn't a chatterbox. ]
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that's starting to build up nicely - the friction of his two fingers is starting to feel good, and right when he wants more, this time jiaoqiu follows through. and the third is a stretch, but it burns just right, and there's another one of those choked off not-noises as he presses his cheek into the blankets a little further, half scrabbles at where he's trapped, trying to get more of that, it's an uncontrolled movement, unthinking, the golden coins clanking together as he presses back, and -
jiaoqiu fucking stops. therion could kill him - he lets out a sharp growl of his own, sounding more like a rabid dog than a person for a second as he grips at the sheets, turning his head to glare. though, admittedly, it is not nearly as powerful as usual, seeing as how he is flushed bright red from forehead to chest and trembling trying not to react any further than that. the glare is also substantiated by jiaoqiu at his ear, and he can feel his breath hot against the piercings in the lobe, the hickey sending sparks of sensation down his spine. good, but not enough, not like his fingers were a second ago.
however, immediately: ]
I'd flip you over and fuck you down into the mattress before you could blink.
[ this is growledout, because jiaoqiu might be shy about dirty talk, but therion sure as fuck isn't. don't you dare leave him here!! and don't stop!!!! ]
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molten gold eyes meet angry green, and jiaoqiu takes in the flush and the grip on the sheets. that's the sort of desperation he was looking for. ]
But then I wouldn't get to see you. [ he sighs, with a very small hint of amusement on his face - something sly. he's not incredibly confident like this, but he's getting better, and it helps that even though therion is much better at dirty talk, jiaoqiu isn't completely useless at winding him up.
jiaoqiu pulls his fingers free, which he's aware is going to get him complaints, but. he reaches for the oil again, and presses a kiss to therion's spine. rests one hand on therion's hip, spreading him open with his thumb shamelessly. ]
Next time you can do whatever you'd like to me. [ he murmurs, shivering as he takes himself in hand. ] This time, you're mine.
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he does in fact get a complaining grumble as he pulls free. frankly, he just thinks this is jiaoqiu trying to mess with him again - the loss of his fingers is felt, and he hisses, dropping his forehead into his forearm to hide his expression, fucking up his bangs in the process. the movement of his thumb doesn't help, either, and the utter exposure and vulnerability twists up something in his stomach, a spike of arousal. (part of it comes from "this time you're mine", but he won't address that, either.)
there's a tremor even in his strong thigh muscles where he's holding himself still - the coins around his waist jingle softly with it, just once, a shiver of movement - and the back of his neck is bright red under the collar of the costume, the back of his ears showing red through his hair. he is still, in fact, kind of obeying this, and not doing anything he'd like, or even plotting revenge. instead, therion does grumble: ] Then get on with it.
[ brat. what else is new. ]
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the way his flush stands out so bright against the costume sticks in his mind, even when he closes his eyes. he can hear the jingle of the coins like it's rattling around in his brain, and there's a thrill of excitement as he thinks about what they'll sound like when he's got therion writhing under him. he's a little shaky with it, stroking himself perfunctorily with the oil so that he doesn't work himself up further. he's so hard it hurts, and he's eager - he knows that if this is a lot, actually fucking therion is going to be an experience. ]
Get on with it, he says. [ jiaoqiu breathes, lining himself up, gently rocking against therion's entrance but not pushing yet, his hands gripping at therion's hips and pulling them up. he kicks the pants out of the way just enough to get therion up on his knees - it mostly just means he's hastily half-undressed, costume hanging loosely off one leg because jiaoqiu cannot possibly be patient enough to get it off completely. ] As if his legs aren't shaking.
[ and with that little shitty comment, he presses forward, not intending to stop until he's inside therion to the hilt, even if he has to take it slow. ]
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honestly, that little comment feels really familiar, though not necessarily in a good way - not that therion's really aware of it. no, there's something deeply familiar about being on his knees, face pressed down into a mattress, and a shitty little comment ringing in his ears. don't tell me you're shook up, therion.
instinctually, his demeanor changes - the muscles in his thighs lock up as he force-stops the tremor, and he pushes right up to jiaoqiu when he comes to take him. therion's clearly not that bothered, if he's even aware of that familiarity. all he does is react. and, if jiaoqiu takes it slow, it won't be for long - therion snaps his hips back with reckless and immediate abandon, with way too much confidence, taking him straight down to the hilt in one speedy gesture with a clatter of gold.
and it's a lot. he lets out a breath he didn't realize he was holding, immediately grabbing the sheets and white knuckling them, turning his face down to muffle any noise he might have made. it's full, that's the first feeling, completely full in a way he hasn't been in ages. it's just on this edge of painful, the burn setting off starbursts behind his eyes in all the best ways, as his muscles clench tight around him, walking that razor sharp line and feeling his cock jerk, hard, as the arousal in his body coils heavy through his veins. it's not enough, he needs to move, but god does that feel good, whether he was totally ready for it or not. ]
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he has to take a second, half bent over therion. for that second, he thinks about scolding him, about asking him if he's okay, and this is why he's a good boyfriend and a bad top because his first instinct is to worry about therion. but - he can hear therion's breathing, and he's so attuned to it that he can tell it's not panicked, it's pleasured, and so he doesn't stop or ask. instead, he grinds his hips in a small circle up against therion's ass, not pulling back or out, just giving him a little bit of friction, get him used to the feeling.
and to enjoy it himself, really, because therion is so fucking tight he can barely breathe. they've done this one time before, but it was different. his hands drag up and down therion's sides, dipping down and inward, clawing lightly at his chest. and then down again, groping at his thighs, pushing his legs apart just a bit further. breathing harshly, jiaoqiu curls forward, draping himself half over therion's back, bracing himself up on the bed with one hand and sliding the other around to rest open palm against therion's stomach as he kicks his hips forward once, testing the waters. ]
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the best boyfriend is the one who knows, anyway. being asked might've gotten him to think about it, might have had him clam up and ruin the entire mood. but because jiaoqiu knows him by now, he doesn't, and everyone is spared therion's intimacy issues, putting all the focus on the pleasure of the moment. the blisteringly tight grip on his hips is exactly how he likes it, and unwittingly, he pushes up into it, following the guided circle himself. it makes the coins around his waist jingle together loudly, the undulating motion causing a scatter of bright noise in the room just as much as the friction does the same to his senses. it's a lot and not enough all at once, especially as jiaoqiu starts touching him. he's holding himself as still as physically possible, even though his claws make his skin pebble into goosebumps, and he needs - something, he needs him to move, or swear like that in his ear again, or, something.
when he pushes his legs apart a little further, that makes the angle better - therion hisses, releasing the sheets and folding his arms so he can bury his face in them, pushing his hips up further and making the coins ring again in the process. that, that's perfect, and the drag of jiaoqiu's cock inside of him very nearly makes his eyes roll back, combined with the body draped on top of him, the weight guiding. his hand is so close to his cock, touching everywhere but where he wants it, but at the first thrust forward, he breathes out harshly, walls clenching around him again, asking for more with everything but his mouth. ]
Fuck. [ is all he can manage, too, overwhelmed, and being driven crazy by jiaoqiu's testing motion - he's going to explode? he is going to explode. ]
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what's getting him is therion's reactions, more than the feeling itself. he can feel the sharp breath that therion exhales under his palm, the shakiness of his legs, the way he's holding himself so still. jiaoqiu has been there - he knows what it's like to be completely full and not know what to do with it. the first time he and therion slept together it'd been years since he'd done it, and he'd reacted similarly, leaving rips in the bedspread from how hard he'd clutched at it. right now, he's on the other side of it, and it's about as overwhelming, the way therion's body is hot and holding him in place.
the view of therion's back muscles tensing and flexing under the dainty costume, slightly damp with sweat, is what gets him to start moving, because he desperately needs to see more of that, he needs to get his fucking teeth in it, needs to get his hands under it and in it. that feral urge is back, and the way he's draped himself over therion's back makes it easy for him to bury his face in therion's neck, against the fringe of his hair, breathing him in, ears pressed back against his skull. it's not quite a growl that escapes him, but it's something close, a rumble of a possessive noise that he makes as he twitches, seated fully.
the hand on his stomach drags back around to dig into his hip again.
but. more, therion's body asks, and jiaoqiu wants to give him more, wants - for the first time in a while - to take. so when therion curses, jiaoqiu answers. he stays curled over therion, but he starts to move. he doesn't bother with slow, because neither of them want it. jiaoqiu grabs at the gold belt around therion's waist and uses it to pull therion back onto his cock, pressing as deep as he can. and then he's just going - wrapping the chain in his fist and holding, but snapping his hips forward in quick, rough movements. his eyes are on the way the coins bounce against therion's skin, and the way he vanishes inside therion over and over, the tight, slick heat making him breathe out quiet little whining noises against therion's back. ]
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yanking him backwards has jiaoqiu plunge deep inside of him, sudden, the head of his cock breaching wider, and that combined with the sharpness of the yank with the belt has therion make a sharp, punched out moan, eyes going wide from sheer surprise. it's nearly muffled by the sounds of the bells, swallowed up by what rapidly becomes a cacophony of jingling, clattering gold. more of that, more of that, definitely more of that - therion's body presses up, his back arching with each snap of his hips, trying to get him to stay as close as humanly possible and chasing the drag of friction between them as greedily as a thief ought to. he's caught somewhere between leaning back to plaster himself to jiaoqiu's front or driving his hips up further to get that deep angle again, completely forgetting about applying any pressure to his cock from the front when the slide of jiaoqiu's is driving him absolutely nuts, and he can't put his braincells together enough to decide which one he wants more.
his hips buck whenever jiaoqiu pulls on the belt - the coins around the flimsy little top are sticking to his skin from where he's more pressed into the mattress at the chest, pressed to jiaoqiu's chest and therion's back from behind, relatively silenced, but the ones around his waist are noisy, now catching a rhythm in time to the way their skin slaps together. he can just barely hear jiaoqiu whining in his ear over the noise, and that's getting his breathing to come faster, too, mouth wide open, eyes shut, each out breath getting noisier with each particularly good thrust forward, like he's trying to keep from making any actual noise but it's just the barest level of control that's holding him back. ]
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he tugs at therion's belt, yanks him so he's not face down in the mattress. up on all fours, because he wants to be close, because he wants to feel the slinky, flimsy fabric rubbing against his skin. it's the best of both worlds, able to brace himself up with one hand and use the other to wrap around therion, half holding him and half clawing his fingers into the top, thumbing over the coins. if he leaves claw marks against therion's chest, he's not really thinking about it, too enthralled with the way it feels to fill therion, to hear the coins on that belt rattle each time their hips meet. he thinks, absently, about getting his hand around therion's cock, but - not yet. not yet, he knows how he wants therion, and he intends to take.
every thrust at this angle means that his whole body drags against therion, abdomen rocking against therion's ass and lower back, legs hitting the backs of therion's thighs with each ram forward, his chest close enough to therion's back that they're almost touching. he's not even remotely gentle, the pace brutal and deep - he doesn't bother pulling out of therion that much, just ruts against him with the intention of getting them the most friction he can manage without having to not be touching. he's taller than therion, which means like this he can comfortably rest his head against therion's shoulder, can turn to the side to press sloppy, distracted kisses against his neck and, if he stretches a little, against therion's cheek. just absent rubbing against him, like he could press his scent all over therion, make sure he smells like him. it means his noise is right up against therion's ear, either way, means that he can murmur therion's name, coaxing, a little pleading, just - let go, a bit, let him hear.
and if that doesn't work, he'll fucking bite it out of him, clamping his teeth down against therion's shoulder, nudging the fabric out of the way with his nose just enough. ]
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